Saturday, September 03, 2005

Age of reason



...err...the last two blogs seem quite depressing to my own eyes, not to mention you, who read it. But things have changed in a week. The change probably I was looking forward to in my last blog.

...saturday morn, with a sun smiling down at me, a morning cuppa coffee and swooooosshh....

am in the blogworld. trying to justify myself, a 25 year old havenotdoneanythingasyetinlife kinds chap, trying to understand with a rational mind where everything is falling apart.

I know the answer . yes, I do. As a kid I often used to wonder how people get damned inflexible trying to justify their own past self and that's the point they start falling down from the pinnacle..have observed this happen to many of my favourite sportstars, quite a few actors, who just came crumbling down trying to hold on to a 'formula' ...its easy to be an observer when you are not 'in' the system...but now i am ... plagued by the same...i know i can do much better not thinking about my achievements in the past...and let it flow as it comes...with an eye to future.

Yes. I have attained the age...

...of reason

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