PsychedeliA ..

..and then there was a pause .. u choked at the utter impotence of ideas or the lack of it ... n u still knew u gotta write. about 'something' - something that never happened - random thoughts - random strokes as u keep penning down a chain of thought - ideas. or the lack of it.

something tells me i should write about avik tossing the cigarette butt off as he pensively gazed out at the incessant rain through the window pane. reluctantly enough, he sipped through the coffee mug in silence, and stared at
himself on the ripples he made on the surface of the coffee. have you read 'identity' ? by kundera ? did you really notice how he kept writing the same chapter - well the same sequence of events seen from two different observer's perspectives ? well if you've read it you know exactly what i feel like NOT writing about. not. at all. why write then ? is it because someone told me u lose shine when u dont write ? well no. i never shone anyways. then why write ? is it because you want someone to hear you. i couldnt care less. you write. cause u gotta write. so. here's to whoever said that the show MUST go on :D - well worth a hearty laughter - to you the oldest haggard of all - 'the' toast.

a sadness grips you .. u realize u r inching back to a non-generative degenerate mode - back from the wilderness - the tamed YOU. there's a struggle. u ask why suddenly ? within yourself. u know not. u suddenly feel like tuning on to the sadness and isolation - 'tristan und isolde' ? wagner ? u feel like picking 'desolation angels'up and try read into the meaning of life or the lack of it. u want to take a closer view of the void. aah quantum dot. heisenberg. uncertainty principle. no. seriously. i gotta recollect it clearly enough. wait a sec. what was it then ? light is not just wave - it could also be considered as particles. and now when you hit subatomic particles with light in order to 'observe' it - what u c is not quite what u want to c. c ? it's perturbed already - it's on a collision course with what we know as light. 'light'. 'light'ness of being. brings you back to kundera. life. they say do come full circle.

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